yes Vera- a friend!
Seems like when I tell my negative cg brain to shut up and listen i find I am not quite as alone as I thought I was.
My sponsor said thats the best thing about group support-they love you until U can learn to love yourself.
Quite a revelation for me. I think (know) I am the reason I don’t have a bigger socal life. I don’t pursue one. Why? Because I am so afraid of being hurt.
Time to "flip the script".
Sorry to cut u off the chat, working step 2 with my sponsor and reaping the rewards. So hard to give control of things to my "Higher Power" – God – but it has been amazing! When we relinquish control we somwhow regain it. I can’t explain it but i get it.
Power is out and I am running on back up battery. Hard to type by camp light as I can barely see the keyboard!
Take care!
bettie
