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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

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bettie
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Hi Guys,
What a night! Storms and still storming. 30 degrees cooler so that helps however I might have liked to swim today but no go.
Daughter fighting real good with her BF, he called me saying she’s nuts-she called me saying she can’t stay alone-needless to say I didn’t sleep. I told them both I didn’t want to be in the middle. I see now how co dependent my daughter is. Poor kid – two crazy parents-did she stand a chance?? I told her she was acting like her dad. When I was 17 and wanted to break it off with him he threatened suicide, one time producing a knife that I had to wrestle from him. So I stayed, got pregnant, married him. I told her see how well that worked out? It is frightening seeing history repeat itself. Too frustrating to keep going on but I am sure u get the general picture.
Well it’s my off day and I plan to make the most of it.
peace
bettie