Hi Everyone,
I guess I "sank" the boat before it"sank" me! Thanks for all the lovely posts. I got a letter from the casino saying I was not welcome there since I excluded! I have another letter waiting at the post office. I thought maybe I won something ,lol ,but I don’t think I will bother picking that one up!
On a personal note, today turned out sucky! I got a call early from my trucker friend. He was going to be near me and wanted to get together after I got off of work. Well, he called me an hour before I got off to tell me his plans changed but he would call me later. Well it;s later and he still hasn’t called! I GIVE UP! I understand things happen but what curse is on me that even when I have a pretty solid invite I can count on the guy backing out??
So disapointed! I attract just the worst scumbags when it comes to men! (sorry guys, all u good one’s seem to be taken!) Maybe I need to switch teams!
My fwb called at work today. Would it kill him to pay me even the smallest complement? I brought it up to him and he thinks I am an ego freak! Never mind he used to answer my calls with Hey Beautful, how are u today?
I miss the way things used to be between us, when I thought we could be a couple. I was so wrong! He is such a piece of work! I keep thinking I’ll meet some one worth my time but every time i reach out they just slip through my hands.
Oh well, tomorrow is another day! Glad for the exclusion or I would be there right now, drinking away my sorrows over my dissapointments and throwing my money in the slot trash can. Guess I will just have to grow up, cry my eyes out as usual, then suck it up and get over it!
bettie
