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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

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kathryn
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Hiya Bettie,
I too have used this site and not made the step to go to GA, so you are not the lone ranger.  I feel so supported here that i dont feel the need, but if i ever feel that changing i will maybe then decide to attend.  I tried it years ago, my sister , in fact chaired the meetings and she has been 11 years clean this year. I found it quite daunting, sitting there, i was unable to bear my soul with my sister watching me, i know she would never judge me, but it was me, i could not feel comfortable enough to say what i really wanted to say.  When i first found GT, i did go to 1 meeting, but realised it isnt for me, and hey, thats ok, we all take a different path on this journey, what works for some, may not work for others.  I think all help available is good help, at the same time, i think we have to decide what is right for us.
How lovely to recieve a gift from a client, you must be very good at what you do Bettie, it is nice to be apprecieated sometimes isnt it?  And as for your 11 days, i have to do it….a big, fat, WOOHOO to you girl!!! You are going great!
Hope to see you on chat too, take care, bye for now, Kathryn xxxSometimes you have to step outside of the person you’ve been, and remember the person you were meant to be, the person you wanted to be, the person you are.