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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

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bettie
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Hi Guys!
Wow, I must have hit a common thread here! Again, I thought it was just me with the dreams but some of those were really scary!
I really have no problem or preconcived notions about going to GA. I have no excuse that is valid. I just don’t feel like going. Lazy, yes! When I was in a more desprete spot, like I was in Feb. I almost went but didn’t want to cry in front of striangers and I was too embarssed. I could walk into a meeting tonight. But with the support I have gotten here I can tell you one thing, I WILL NOT GAMBLE TONIGHT! Two weeks ago, I think I did but not today.I know this is just the start but I am making progress with you all and I couldn’t have said that two months ago.
Got lots of calls today, and a customer made an Easter basket for me! Bath stuff, lotion and slippers and candles! What a sweetie! She said you are always so nice I just wanted to do a little something for you! How nice of her!
Day 11
Thanks ALl!
peace
bettie