Hi Bettie
Sorry I have been really lousy at keeping in touch. I have to admit since I banned I havent felt as desperate as I was and its no excuse as I know I need to keep in touch with you all.
I missed chat on sat cause i was at a production and etc…. anyhow, as you know i was chat on sun but hubby kept comin in so finally i just gave up.
I am doing good for today..not that I havent thought and plotted how I could possible still gamble,,the nice thing is I banned. It makes it so much easier as I know you are finding out.
It sounds like your friend is understanding about your banning and is respectful enough to not entise you by inviting you out to gamble.. that is great. I find that I try not to even talk about it with the girl I usually go with and like your friend she does not know yet that she is a cg. You know it and I know it, but they havent gotten there yet so time will take care of that. Its not for us to try to make them see it right? We have to work on us and maybe it is a good thing for our recovery to watch their progression? Sounds mean in a way, but this is where I am at.
Hope we can chat this evening in group. I plan on being there. See ya there? this to shall pass
