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Re: Woke up wishing I was dead today

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Wow that is so great on the self banning.  I keep thinking I have everything under control but if I know this is a step I should take. I doubt if you play the same boats as me (s of Cincinnati) but I could picture myself in your shoes walking past the guard and trying to get my nerve up.  I honestly don’t think I could do it.  That is so GREAT you did it!
I think whenever we can post positive things and not just about how bad our situations are it’s very helpful (at least to me)…I like to be a "glass half full" kind of guy.
Congrats on being so brave–and belated happy birthday (mine was Sat and I know what you mean about the offers, etc and I had to laugh at your line about the machine flashing happy birthday–been there done that!!)