Hmm–interesting the words you say about gambling defining you…I guess that has happened to me and I just hate to really admit it..Years ago, I always knew I made good choices..in my education, jobs, in the man I married…But I guess that all changed once the gambling took hold…I started making all the wrong choices…. One of my obstacles and maybe one of my triggers to gamble is that I know I can’t go back to where I was before this all started…Just very difficult to accept where I am now and go from here…On the bright side…I am working and I am paying down my debt…I feel that I am a good person and I care about others…but when I gamble I get so careless of that..I have a 27 year old son who I love very dearly and the guilt I feel about losing what would have been his money and not setting a good example for him is huge…
Anyway–don’t want to get into a pity party..Many people in the world and on this site have it worse than I do!
Have to keep up the FIGHT..LOL
You are doing great Thea…keep it going…I will try to do the same!
