to add from my last message,,,,
after my suspension 3months later we were given redundancies, because the forensic science services was government owned but in billions of pounds in debts loosing 3million a day, it was closed down in late 2011,,,
I did find a job within the scientific industry (pharmaceutical), but ever since then its been the same **** different day for myself,,,,
today I didn’t go to the bookies, but all day I was thinking about that basted machine,,, I know this isn’t normal, and deep down, I know I’m ill, or some thing wrong in my head,,
but I have promise my self no matter what im not going in the bookie again, that includes footy accumulators, Irish lotto, 49s lotto, horses, dogs,
OK
so I’ve finally cashed out……….. and the pay out ticket amount is -£46,700….
REMEMBER: when your chasing your loses, your actually chasing a ghost, which you’ll never catch………
kind regardsone love
