Hi innercild, keep posting and reading the threads of others here as you will find some useful information to help you in recovery. It is tough when you start recovery. I remember when I first registered at GT I went on a week of gambling before I really seriously started working recovery. It was the thought of not gambling that scared me and of course I ended up having a binge. Almost like thinking of dieting and earing everything before you start. I know that with the support of so many here at GT I have had more gamble free time. It has taken me a long time to accept that I can’t gamble.. or I should say that I chose not to gamble. I know at the beginning it was very tough, but it is so worth it. I hope that you had a wonderful gamble free day!!!One day at a time my sweet lord…