(((CC))), I feel your pain when you slip/gamble after neraly 5 months gamble free. Please keep coming back and posting and let us help support you. You can’t change the fact that you gambled so let it go and don’t let the feeling of I have gambled anyway I will go back again one more time. We all know that nothing changes – we *** to ourselves and say – maybe this time I will win; be able to stop; just to get my money back then I will leave and on and one we go. The hardest part is that after we go that once – just like a **** – we do want it again so when those urges/thoughts come – decide that you are not going to let your addictive mind take over. You can do it!!!
You are doing great and you are a fighter so I know that you can fight this. It is past so forget it and move on you are a wonderful person and deserve to have a gamble free light!!!! Please don’t forget that you had nearly 5 months gamble by focusing on one slip!!!!!
One day at a time my sweet lord…
