[hetty]

Thanks ((((rg))) and ((((sosad)))),
I made it to the other side, waited the urges out 10 min at the time.
Due to my barriers I really didn’t have any money to go with either but that doesn’t stop the urges.
I cancelled a coffee date with a friend didn’t trust myself with going there and home without stopping by the machines.
Better safe then sorry.
Today will be a good day and a gambling free day.You can close your eyes to things you dont want to see, But you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.