Hi Hetty: Bravo for being so strong for so long. The urges are a cruel trick of the mind, but you’ve come so far and you CAN get through this. Escaping grief is so tempting, but stay the course through this especially tough time and you will strengthen your quit muscles to the point where urges won’t stand a chance. You will punch them right into outer space. I don’t know why we have to be tested so much in this recovery process, but you have survived bad days before and you can do so now. I’m rooting for you here in snowy Canada. Love, RG
