I didnt write anything here this morning, having lunch right now so thought i do my daily check in. I got an extra $700 on my pay today so i paid rego this morning before i even considered doing anything else. Been restless a few days, knew i would get extra money, not that i can get it out of bank without partners approval but still. Spoke to Cathie this morning about money and time being the biggest risks to recovery. I however feel money and time is not the biggest risk, what i do with money and time is the biggest risk. Well the club missed out again, i did not gamble yesterday and i will not gamble today. Day 48 today i think, i have decided to not ***** anymore yesterday and the days before that doesnt matter. Today is the important day, one day at the time :)You can close your eyes to things you dont want to see, But you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.
