[hetty]

So many says I’m strong, and that I seem to have found my strength from the beginning. How come I can’t feel it, how come I feel so powerless against the gambling? I feel like I should do more, feel more, more then I do..
Heading back to salt mine today, so tired, feel like I could sleep forever.
I survived another weekend without gambling, in one way it is becoming easier in others not.
Bottom line is it does not matter it is what it is.
I did not gamble yesterday and I will not gamble today!
You can close your eyes to things you dont want to see, But you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.