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Re: today is a new start for me

#10958

***** uncontrolled and velvet

Thanks very much for your messages

Im really happy i can bring positiveness to both you and to others

Iam really determined to change and change my life my motivation comes from having a baby ,,, i dont want my child to know that iam a gambler who before have a dark outlook in life ,,, i would like to be the person i want to be,,, and youre right velvel it ***** to start with me so i can influence the change to my wife and child,,, really really trying my best to chest,,, there are still urges but i always tell myself that it will pass,,, it will pass,, iam really happy with my progression and every day i dont gamble i reward myself like playing ps3 or buying ice cream to make myself work harder and harder and give myself more rewards like buying new shoes for basketball or buy a new jacket,, and the best reward for me is giving my wife and kid to be the best husband father and a better person overall,,, next time i reward myself im thinking surprising my wife with dinner or something

Thanks for reading
Hope we can all beat this

And another thing

Thank you God for another gambling free day !!!

God bless to all!!!
One day at a time