[frozen assets]

Began Month #4 with the behavior change. Thought I would be further ahead with some of the debt resolutions. Very disappointing to see such little progress and still a mountain of stress. I can understand the return to **** when you look at the insignificant amount saved when NOT engaged in the action. I will just have to believe that at some point when all of the big ones are done, that the smaller ones are easy. This is not my idea of fun but I’m sure that some day, I’ll look back and know the refrain was better for me (than the potential regret). Tough Tough Tough day to force the sensible thoughts. I could go on full tilt right now and throw more salt on the wounds. But I won’t. I refuse to.