Day 74 – No issues gambling related. All is well. Just getting on with life, good and bad, and enjoying each day. Still have thoughts of gambling, but guess they will always be around with me, part of a long term conditioning over 30 years. I’ll still watch the Grand national tomorrow !!!
On the work front, looks like there will be job losses soon, so may be back to UK sooner than I had anticipated. Such is lifes rich tapestry. Will deal with it as it unfolds. Living in the present and me and the wife are just getting on with everyday things and I love that. Keeping my barriers well and truly in place with no complacency. I always just go back and re-read how I felt at the start of this journey. Keep going and fight this evil addiction. Days are getting better and better. I hope it gives others hope. I was the worst of all when it came to gambling. Keep fighting this everyone and I wish you ALL the very best and strength to battle, whatever the odds and difficulties you face.
Finishing for the weekend now and intend to have a nice takewaway tonight and enjoy sitting in and enjoying a simple life. It feels better that my gambling binges and stress, guilt and recriminations……………..
Come on summer !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
