I didn’t get to attend my meeting but that was my choice. The weather was bad so I knew my mom didn’t need to drive 30 min and then keep my kids until way after dark. I decided that all those little moments that I put gambling before my kids were selfish. I won’t gamble again and I won’t put my recovery before them either. Last night they needed me to take them and pic them up from their various practices. Tuesday nights is the only night of the week that their activities keep us busy on a regular basis. So I stayed home and did the mom duties. Next week Lee will be home so I know he can pick them up and take them where they need to go. I hope one day to be far enough alone and strong enough in my recovery to make it possible to have a GA meeting in my area. I’m sure there is a need.
In the mean time I’m going to keep taking it a day at a time
I will make this work!
