that is very good sm.. i can relate to what you are saying.. i infact did not go to work for few days after i lost all that money in gambling.. it may be the first time that i called off- sick.. it was very difficult to motivate myself to start working again as i was also thinking the same that what is the use of earning little bit of money when i am going to blow it again.. it was difficult to even concentrate on my routine work .. and it was hard to think of working extra hours.. but after joining this site.. now i am working harder and not only it is providing the much needed extra money.. but keeps me distracted from all the negative thoughts.. which are always there in my mind.. hope that you keep progressing in recovery.. tomorrow will be better than yesterday.
