Hi Lorraine just wanted to drop in and say something on you journal, I come up with many silly and stupid things at ***** and some others that do make a little sense, I have been thinking of something that would stick with you and hopefully have some meaning in helping you get through the next few months (one day at a time of course) so here it is and I hope it helps “When a person finds no peace within themselves, it is useless to seek it elsewhere” peace lies within I make this comment as I see so much peace, hope and also believe in your life and words, I would like to refer to that comforting feeling you spoke about many posts ago (for me that is peace within) of course I know there are ***** when we feel there is no hope but when we dig deep there is always hope. Take care my friend and I wish you all the very best in your recovery and also in life. All the very best love Maverick.