[luna]

I shut my eyes and I tried to Imagine what my life would be like had I never gambled. I dont think it would be the same as today if I hadn’t. Why did I do it. Why did I do it again and again and again for so many years of my life. Why couldn’t I stop. What if I can’t stop now. I wonder if there is some wiring in the brain. Some switch that just doesn’t get switched off. Surely its something like a control centre in there that is out of balance. I am out of balance. I want to find balance. I want to find peace. I want to end the suffering that I feel living with being an addict of gambling.
Luna Girl