Originally posted by franco1… i wish i didnt wake up ***** .
Good morning Franco,
Wishing not to wake up is a serious sign for a need to actually wake up; wake up to the truth and facts concerning this addiction. Take a look at the questions that Charles brings to your attention and do something to have your answers reflect positive steps in your recovery. It is also a good sign and time to discuss such thoughts with professionals that can provide help in this area.
In dealing with the gambling issues we can not allow the problems of everyday life, or the difficulties we are to encounter in correcting our past mistakes and making amends for our wrong actions and choices, to be what governs us in choices between what doing what is right and attempting to do further wrongs; is is wrong for a CG to gamble. it will only lead to growing and continuing problems, we must be diligent in our efforts to remain gambling free and use rational thinking in taking the proper actions.
Just as your housing administration had a need to force a safety inspection, you have a need to force yourself to inspect the things in your life that is causing you harm, or as GA recommends, "make a searching and fearless inventory of yourself; except that you have had enough, except that you can change by making the right choices, by not giving in to any urges to go on a gambling binge, or to make any next bet.
God’s speed. Stay strong. Take actions to live gambling free.LarryThanks to my Higher Power, My 3G’s – God, GA, and GT, "Day Two Is Another Day Behind" and with the help from all , I will continue to remain gambling free.