10 August 2013 at 11:18 am
#11014
libbie
Participant
Day 7 starting today..I know I am much calmer now…not the severe depression that comes with the gambling roller coaster..The urges are there..Not as strong as in the first few days when I needed a straight jacket…but they are there…but what is bad is that the thoughts are still there..daydreams about gambling…this is a danger sign I know..I just keep thinking "Why would I want to risk losing this modest serenity I have? and why have I done it again and again..Would love to know the reason..
Off to find some antiques at an estate sale!