[libbie]

Thanks for the post Vera girl…I do still have some friends..my gambling is a secret to them though ….but I lost some major ones…and the boyfriend…It is true…I have run to the casino to fill the void…but went out to dinner with a friend last night and to the movies today..I am feeling some exhiliration from excluding myself…don’t think it will last though..
I know what I must do…start over in some areas, vill the void…or I will be back out there again…I SAY I am going to go back to the gym, look for a new job (and boyfriend..lol) , but I don’t actually DO these things..Why I keep doing the same things and expect a different result is almost funny..won’t happen..
V-did you try posting on MYTHEA’s old thread?