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Do you know what. Whatever i say i doubt if will be the same as i feel the next day or even the next hour. i can post that i am totally strong, the next hour i may be half way out the door to gamble. My days are made up of many emotions, many feelings, many urges, many ***** i feel i just cant do it.. then i feel ok i can, then i feel ok i can’t, and on it goees. Its overwhelming some days wow
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