Thanks Nancy so glad to see you are ok and not gambling, you were gone a long time. I always kept thinking about you, just because you are not here you are not forgotten. Glad to see you and thanks for your post. Some days i just want to gamble plain and simple. No excuses, no i need to because… just because some days i really want to. Thats all it comes down to for me, my desire to gamble and my desire not to gamble and on a daily basis i want the desire not to to be that little bit stronger. The good voice is still winning. My desire not to gamble today outweighs my desire to. Though it changes pretty much all through the day and really its like a balancing act for me. I have to do things to get heavier in the desire not to gamble to get me through and this is GA meetings, talking to people and counselling. That gives me a greater chance of keeping that desire not to gamble heavier on the scale of the desire to gamble… have a good day all. Im tired, but happy to make it through another day
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