[amyyy]

I tottally agree pumkin- it can be so confusing to regress and go against what you’ve promised yourself- really confusing. I liked your poem and i can relate.
Thnx Harry for your encouragement too- good to know there is so much support out there.
As  read through your post cat- it struck me that you were saying the real you- made me think who is the real me? Spose thats something ill have to figure out as i have more time away from gambling. Maybe i will discover parts of me again that i like- cos i sure dont like the gambling side.