I also cheer for the opposite of what i would have bet on. If i wanted to do a game and dont, and it wins, ill go mental. Bookies cost me once by not paying me out fast enough. Rang up to do a bet, still wasnt in my account. Idiots said call back in a couple minutes and i knew when i was on thje phone a wicket would drop and the odds would drop and it wasnt worth the bet. I felt i was ******* 2k, so I chased the next game and put 7k on new york to beat golden state when up half time said **** it put the whole lot on and ended up losing 17k. Shoulda won 2k and had 19k in account. But my fault I did the bet and chased. I was menatlly sick kept thinking ” if bookies paid me out like they should i woulda won 2k instead i lost 17k } This was 2 days before new years. I said **** this **** should be having fun 2 celebrating new years instead i lose 17k and i shoulda had 19k if the bookies did their job { still couda had 17k if i didnt bet tho, my fault } I stopped for over a year. Started betting again and tbh its been a waste of time and another 25,000 dollars.
Gambling is evil.It will rob you of everything. Your money, sanity, family, livelihood, time, youth, relationships, property, EVERYTHING!!!!!
After a heavy loss, my mind is like a radio non stop negative thoughts that repeat over and over as if it were music. You get hit by shock. It robs you of your energy. I coulda did this or that, I shoulda bet this or that, I was happy, I had this amount etc. Nothing but negativity.
