you sound how i feel alot of days and thats on melt down. had a bad one yesterday and for no apparent reason. must be a strange way of our bodies to tell us its had enough and change is called for. all the stress and drama we put ourselves throw for a few hours of stuffing our lives in a slot takes its toll when we continuously do it for years. we can only beat ourseves silly so long and we know its gotta end. think another bout like i had yesterday would send me to the nut house. its a sign i guess and one i cant ignore no more. guess the madness ends or it continues. no ones choice but our own. hope we both choose wisely
