Great I got some sleep a good 5 hours aswell. Weed, whats it all about!
Am going to work this morning and am dropping someone off beside where an ex GH resisent lives, not the one I was gambling with months ago. I’m going to pop in and see him which will be nice, he’s a bigger bacon sandwich fan than me, so I’ll just have this one more day off my diet. Dieting will be quite hard this next week being at my Mams anyway so another week off will be ok I suppose. Isn’t it funny, I actually cant wait to go up home, and for the last 20 years or so, I was always anxious to leave. I love my non gambling life.
I hope everyone has thier wits about them today, if you’re struggling just stay close to this site and the 24 hour chat room, just for today dont gamble!
You dont ever need to do it, life is so much better without it. I know, I’ve had more pleasure, more happiness and more satisfaction in these last three months than I’ve ever had since my schooldays, which was a long time ago.
I was on the phone to a mate from where I used to live last night. Really nice to speak with him hes doing well too, hes not a cg btw. We are going to meet up later in the year he’s invited me to Amsterdam, that is something I might have to decline because of my weed issues, but to be honest I love Amsterdam, I’ve been lots of ***** so probably will go it would be nice to have a holiday. Mind you wouldnt be till Sept. By then hopefully the weed will be just as trivial to me as the gambling is now, something I just dont do.
Anyway got to go to work soon, no doubt I’ll be back later.
Dont give up, persistance in recovery pays off. Just for today dont gamble, if not for your own sake for the sake of your loved ones, they deserve it just as much as you and me.
Cheers Geordie.
I dont gamble.– 04/06/2011 08:27:18: post edited by geordie18.
