Hi Rememberme,
Fortunate for me I do remember just how you feel right now.
You are not alone! Most of us have to have that gut retching feeling before we can help ourselves get help.
There is a live chat right now at http://www.sfcghub.com Safe Harbour.
This chat will open in a few minutes but it is not very active.
Talking to someone live will help.
bettie
