4 August 2013 at 10:13 am
#14201
kin
Participant
Dated 4 Aug
Dear diary, I only stop jogging and attending service on weekend and I start to miss people, places and things like crazy, it is so uncomfortable and uneasy.
Automatically I will remember what I normally do at these ***** and the nice feelings I get from them, I will crave for the continue good feelings and I starts to struggle very badly….replacing them with bad company, alcohol and gambling only have one ending…..back to the rock bottom .
It sucks big time , kinda depressing. I got to hang on
— 4/8/2013 10:26:50 AM: post edited by kin.