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Re: March for Ican and P

#11124
icandothis
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No gambling for me today.  Cat, I was kidding about the pressure, but I think I welcome and appreciate the extra accountability this month.  I was hoping to end the year of 2012 with 3 gamble-free months, then I gambled in December.  Thinking, then, that 2013 would be a new year…gambled one day in January and then one day in February.  The day in February hit me hard.  It has been hard to regroup and start over.  I was hoping you would start a March pledge because I want to have an entire month free of gambling, and I was eager to leave February behind me.  Then I saw you had started a March pledge and my name was on it.  I know it is a gamble-free life we are going for, but that seems like an impossible dream to me…so I will focus on recovery and try with everything I have to keep this March monthly pact.  I am glad that neva has joined in this circle of support and would love to see others join in as well.