Thanks Cat
Not sure what is going on think i have a virus or bug of some sort because i am soooooo tired, not normal tired but tired where i feel i havent slept when i wake up and tired so its an effort to move my arms and legs, how weird. I do have sore throat with it so here goes, getting stuck into the vit c etc…. Im very impatient when i get sick.
Yesterday i got home and flopped on the lounge and watched a movie with my boy.. from there on it was pretty much me not moving at all. So much for me committing to exercise boy oh boy.
Well, there is always today.. i am such a procrastinator. How hard can it be to do 20 mins a day even 10.. ok so today i will endeavour to do that. Surely it cant be that hard. I think i comfort eat, certainly going to have to address these things just don’t know if its right now.
I am still thinking of gambling, i think of it a lot, it is always in my mind. I really look forward to a time when i dont constantly think of it. I have small patches, like at work or if i see a movie etc but a lot of the time those **** machines are in the back of my mind. I thought by now they would disappear but haven’t. I am determined though. One day at a time is all i need think of. Sticking to my GA meetings and going to counselling. Not long left of the school holidays, hopefully on the days i don’t work we can fit in some more fun things
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