by the time this post arrives on your thread , you will be into your 9th day, Blu!
How come we get so hung up on ******** days? Is it a sort of mourning period for what we left behind or is it in anticipation or trepidation of our next bet? And do we need to know the reasons why we gambled? When I was in the throes of gambling I could not fathom for the life of me why everyone didn’t gamble. I used to think that non gamblers were missing out on life! typical CG distorted thinking. It’s only when we become sick of our sickness,that we look for a way out!
These days I try to keep life simple. When I dwell on deep reasons , I sometimes find myself escaping and fantasizing. Staying rooted in reality helps. That’s where work helps.
Maybe your partner would step in by taking care of your next pay cheque Blu, to prevent her fear being fulfilled?
