Just bringing you to the top, Blue!
Cream always rises to the top!
******** the days can be both stressful and rewarding. It can act in both ways. We can leave each day behind us and say I am a step further from my last bet and move forward, or the Cg mind can see that method as gaining free time to "earn" a reward for abstaining.
That’s the best of just focussing on today!
Today,I had 30 euro and petrol in my car. A neighbour who hasnt been well lately , called I told her I was going to get my hair cut in one of my favourite places in Dublin ( a small chinese hair saloon) and asked her if she would like to come. For €25 , I got a hair wash, head massage, cut, styled and blow dry. I sure wouldnt have gotten that value in a casino.
The block away from that hair saloon has a casino that I have frequented twice lately, so having someone with me was a great barrier in case I was tempted. I told my husband I was going but as you know CGs always have a B Plan. I had a scissors in the car and would have cut my own hair and come home whinging that the hairdresser had done a botched job, but on this occasion I didnt need to go to such extremes!
Keep your money in your pocket Blue. The "fatcats" have enough!
— 09/02/2013 22:13:32: post edited by vera.
