[blueelvis888]

Thank you Uncontrolled and Twilight 16 for your replies. I have not been ******** the days since I last gambled, watched a horse/dog race or checked the results .As that is usually my downfall when I ***** the days it is like a recipe for disaster I am not sure why ?. At the moment I have very little money but I am trying to be strong so not to get the urge to gamble and try to win more . Now I am thinking what I have in my pocket is better then nothing at all. When usually I think that what is enough is never enough. Resulting in losing everything. I am trying so hard to think differently from the past 30 years or so. I have been trying to find your thread Twilight 16 so I can read it again. I was just wondering where it was ?