hey blue, good to see ya posting again. haven’t been doing so well myself with the gambling. guess its day 4 for me and yeah been there how many ***** before. lol yeah guess not all that funny but not tossing in the towel either. guess sooner or later it comes time to face the facts and that’s pretty much we’ll never win. any dollar we put into it will forever be gone and not coming back. any penny spent on a bet from here on out only adds to the damage. think we’ve been damaged and pummeled enough. guess were just beaten in every sense of the word when it comes to gambling. and the only thing we can do worse to ourselves is to return to it again. guess its the right here and now that can change all that. yup toss up them arms in defeat and just surrender. i know we tend to feel like soldiers and just in our nature to wanna get back what we think is ours. but yeah the blooming idiots we are we gave that cash up of our own free will and yeah its their money now. yeah their smarter than us and will fight harder yet to keep whats theirs and try to teach us a good leason for returning by taking more. lol lol lol guess in a way their telling us to back off cause we’ll never take their castle. lol yeah we freely gave to the enemy and they powered up to use it against us. they know whats pushes our buttons to keep us pushing theirs to their benefit. kinda like a rabbit trying to make friends with a jackle and some things ya just cant turn your back on.
