Hi Erin,
Thanks for your post on my Journal. I thought I would take the opportunity to read yours.
You seem to be stronger than most. I see you have a great and supportive family around you. I am happy you are taking the steps to conquer this addiction in such a positive way.
I also have those dreams, but in my dreams I always gamble and lose. I wake up feeling guilty and hateful even when I haven’t gambled! It feels like it’s my subconscious warning me of what is to come. This makes me more vigilant and determined to never again wake up with those feelings of despair.
Keep doing what you are doing; you are going to be the success story. I can see that. You have all barriers in place and a supportive family. All you need now is to continue along the path you have chosen. Your story of sitting around the table and your husband saying a prayer really touched me. With support like that, you can’t go wrong.
Take care and I hope to see more of your posts here. J
LukeTomorrows another day. Just hope I don’t gamble it away…
