Hi Ican, it sounds as if you are dealing with lots of different things with your kids right now. I think that some of my gambling was related to empty nest syndrome in missing my son moved to another province with my Grandson. I was so excited to be a grandma and then he and his wife moved to her home province. I felt so ******* as I had always wanted to be a Grandma and just loved being able to see my adorable Grandson whenver I wanted. Don’t get me wrong I am not angry at him or his wife for moving as they have to do what is right for their family. I did it to my parents when we moved from Scotland, but it was so hard. It still is hard as we don’t get to see them as often as I would like. we do the skype thing, but it is not the same as being part of their life on a daily basis. I am just thinking if you son is going to London, England would that not be an awesome opportunity for you to save for a trip to visit him. so instead of putting the money in a machine put it in a savings account for an awesome trip. I know it helps me if I have something to look forward to, and for me it is a visit to see our grandsons!!!! I was so happy that your prayers were answered for your daughter. We never stop being a parent, no matter how old our kids are. Sorry if I am rambling on your page. Have a great gamble free day!!!!One day at a time my sweet lord…
