Hi Cat: Thanks for your post on my thread. You sound like you are still on very solid ground on this recovery journey. I worried a bit when you mentioned that you went to a casino and just looked around. Please protect yourself in that scenario or try to avoid them altogether if you can. I’m rooting for you to get to eight, nine months and onward. I know you can. It freaks me out, I think, because I am so very early in recovery and would never be able to walk away unscathed at this point. I mention in my posts my stupid drives to the casino now and then just to see how full the parking lot is, to look at people going in and out etc. Stalker!! I know this is a ridiculous, hideous waste of time, but I think sometimes I miss being able to go so I go and check it out. Dangerous, counterproductive. Anyway, hope you get to buy some pretty flowers on the weekend. I put mine in a couple of weeks ago and they’re thriving. We’re getting quite a bit of rain though, so I’m afraid they may drown. Stay strong. RG
