12 May 2013 at 9:58 pm
#13965
cat438
Participant
Happy Mother’s Day everyone!!! I am getting excited about seeing my grandsons… only 5 more sleeps, but who is ********, ME!!! I am focusing on that right now and it is helping to take my thoughts away from gambling, as I have been having lots of thoughts and urges lately. I know the last time I got to 7 months that I really had to fight the last month to stay away and that is how I am feeling right now. However, I am going for a gamble free life so I should not put so much focus on beating my longest gamble free time. It is so strange though how I have not been having thoughts and urges and then they come back and get you, so it tells me I need to be on guard!!!!One day at a time my sweet lord…