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Hi Lizbeth, thanks for the post and your caring words.  That cloud salad sounds yummy… I will need to try that one day.  It has no calories right!!!  Yes, it is amazing how hubby’s drinking can have such an impact on us.  I wonder if one of the reasons I started to gamble was to escape from it for a while.  I could go gamble and forget everything and… it was somewhere that I could go by myself.  He has been drinking a little again, but I just feel it will be finished soon as it is upsetting his stomach too much.  It will be better for him and me when he stops.  I notice that he is different when he is not drinking in that he comes and sits and talks to me more… which is a good thing.One day at a time my sweet lord…