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Re: i can do this

#13898
icandothis
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Cat, Congratulations on your gamble-free month of March!  I think posting your thoughts on gambling has helped you and I know others as well.  I have been doing the same lately and I think the opposite is true for me.  It has left me feeling a little depressed.  Oh well, not every day is easy or a happy recovery day.   I’ll keep plugging along and maybe someday what I write will make sense and help me.  It’s crazy but the thought that I cannot gamble again and the fear of not being able to stop gambling (even though I know I should just be taking one day at a time) has left me feeling quite down it the dumps even though my last relapse has also left me feeling quite down in the dumps.   Enough about me.  Congrats to you!