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Re: i can do this

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cat438
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Hi V after your post I went and started an August post, but I have been trying to figure out why I did not start one.  I know that I sometimes get scared that I am putting the focus on a month of gamble free time when it should be on one day at a time.  However, although I may be thinking about the month I am doing it one day at a time.  I may have 9 months gamble free time, but I know that can change in the blink of an eye.  I don’t take it for granted and I do get worried about having another gambling binge and not being able to get back on track.  God willing we are planning to retire in a couple of years and I know that means no gambling as we need to save.  I know that if I stay on track my gambling debt will be paid off this year.  I have heard that once you get rid of the debt that it can be a trigger.  There are so many triggers with this dam addiction that you have to be aware all the time.  I will not think about all these triggers I will focus on the gift of today.  One day at a time!!!One day at a time my sweet lord…