Hey Crushedsoul, Maybe to feel rock bottom first you have to lose everything you own. It is just a thought !.I have had a long time to reminisce on the past on what I have done,who I have hurt,what I would have and where I would be if I had not had this gambling addiction. I think being a gambling addict, we all think that we are the worst gambler alive,in the worst position possible,have lost the most money and there is no way out. So what do we do continue to gamble which is the very thing that put us in that position in the first place. My own personal problem with gambling has been long and has taken so much from me that words cannot describe how I feel.
It is no shame in not being in a position to buy a house do not feel bad about it. If you really want to have a future and be able to buy your dream house one day .One thing has to stop is GAMBLING.
After many ,many years gambling and with nothing to show for my existence and work because of gambling .I have to start from the bottom again .I have no money,I have no job, I have just moved back with my parents at 46, the first time in 29 years I have no car this is all because of gambling. I am so determined to kick this habit that this time I cannot fail.
