Hi Crushedsoul and welcome back!
I check almost daily to see if you came back, and am happy you did. Thanks for the kind words on 6 months gamble free, Im proud of them. I see by your last post that you are still suffering severely from your gambling addiction, and im sorry to hear it. The good news is there’s HOPE and TREATMENT for your disease. I have a wonderful counselor who specializes in gambling addiction and is AMAZING (she really "gets it" since she is a CG herself). I have been seeing here for 6 months now, and the difference she has made cant be overstated. I see you are also from the USA as i am. I would be happy to send you her contact info, she does live skype sessions which work very well for me, as well as live 1 on 1 in upstate New York. Im very confident you talking to her would change your life, like it did mine. It took me a LONG time to find the right person to treat me, I spents countless days searching the internet for treatment. If you want to set up a consultation with her, contact me via email and Ill send you her contact info. Im 100% confident that if you do and begin to treat the underlying reasons that drive you to gamble compulsively, you can be free of this addiction and find inner peace again. Personally i found it FAR more effective than GA. Feel free to email me at skiboardguru@yahoo.com and Ill send you her info as well as a few youtube links for you to watch of her. Until then, I hope you find the self clarity in that you deserve to be happy and hopefully you will soon decide to take on this horrible addiction with some help. Its the most important decision I ever made. Hope to hear from you soon, hang in there. Recovery IS possible if you WANT it 🙂
