Hi ya Jim, well it does seem like being on the road to nowhere at *****. But the road itself is recovery, just like wondering what is the point of life, there is no ultimate goal set in stone. I suppose we just have to make the best of it while we’re here. My first thread on GT was called, recovery is a journey-not a destination, I pinched it from a poster I seen in chip shop beside GH; "Life is a journey, not a destination"
I found my outlook on life changed for the better when I googled "what is the meaning of life" after all in seeking recovery we are seeking just that. A life with a meaning. Maybe you could find inspiration there also some reading on scientific and spiritual accounts of near death experiences made me think a bit differently, its all very interesting anyways.
Cheers.
Geordie.Recovery is priceless.