Hi Jen
There is no point in keeping asking yourself why you didn’t keep coming back for support. You didn’t and now you know that you need to do just that.
There is no shame in being in our community – whether we are in ‘My Journal’ or F&F we are sharing an addiction that destroys us, if we let it – and ***** attention – constant attention.
Your words that you are ‘grateful about the last screw up’ suggest a good light bulb moment. Keep it burning bright.
As you so rightly say – whatever works for you but please make that include sticking with this site. I wouldn’t be writing on here if didn’t ‘know’ that this addiction can be controlled. I also know it takes a massive amount of courage. You have that courage but sometimes it flags a little. Allow your friends here to keep it boosted, so that you can enjoy a gamble-free life.
Velvet
Velvet
